Dear Diary – Part III

Another month has gone by, and things are wonderful. Mom has been very true to her word. I am so proud of her. She has totally stopped drinking, and going out to the bars all together. There have been many men calling and leaving nasty messages on our answering machine saying that they want to hook up with mom, but she just erases them. She changed her hours at the hotel where she works, so now instead of cleaning the rooms during the day, she is working the desk at night. She said this is to help keep her out of trouble. She is doing great, and I have been doing my part to keep my promise to her.

I am getting over some of my inhabitions about sex with Marco, and am starting to enjoy it. He says that my blow jobs are getting much better, and now when he cums in my mouth I swallow it all. I still don’t like the taste, and it feels gross when he squirts in my mouth, but the quicker I swallow it the sooner it is out of my mouth. I am able to take his penis inside of me now with hardly any pain at all. I still have not had an orgasm, but Marco promises me that one day he will give me one. Lately Marco has been wanting to do me from behind more. I don’t like it as much, because it feels dirty, but he says sometimes that is the only way he can cum. Other than in my mouth.

Since Mom is not home at nights anymore I have been staying the night at Marco’s apartment. I really like sleeping with him. He makes me feel very special and safe. One night after we made love we were taking a bath in his huge bathtub. He asked me if he could shave off my pubic hairs. I felt really weird about that, but he said it would make me look really sexy. I remember Mom had her pubic hair shaved, but I didn’t think it looked sexy. I just thought it made her look slutty, but if that was what he wanted, I figured he was the only one to ever see it anyway, and I want to make him as happy as he makes me, so I let him do it.

He got a razor and some shaving cream and lathered up my pubic hair. Then he handed me the razor and told me to do it. He sat on the edge of the tub as I shaved my pubic area completely bald. I was embarrassed, but he reassured me that it looked beautiful. Then he told me to touch it, so I put my hand down by my vagina and started to rub it. He asked me how it felt, and I told him that it was very smooth. He told me to put a finger inside. I have never done that before, but I went ahead a put a finger inside my vagina. Then he told me to play with myself. I was very embarrassed, but I wanted to please Marco, so I started swirling my finger around inside.

Marco’s penis was starting to get hard again, and he got up on the edge of the tub and pointed it at my mouth. I opened my mouth and let him put it in. I took my hand out of my vagina, but he said. I want you to keep on fingering your beautiful bald pussy while I fuck your mouth. I was shocked by what he said, but I just did what he told me to and put my finger back inside while he slid his penis in and out of my mouth. Marco pulled his penis out of my mouth and started stroking it right in front of my face. He told me to open my mouth because he was about to cum. I opened my mouth wide, and he shot his cum into my mouth and on my face. I swallowed the cum that landed in my mouth, and Marco leaned down and wiped up the cum that landed on my face with his finger, and put his finger in my mouth and told me to lick it off. I wrapped my lips around his finger and licked the cum off of his finger. He smiled and kissed me on the forehead. I was still fingering myself and he told me I could stop.

For the first time I felt really dirty, and it didn’t feel like making love. Marco said some nasty things that I did not like, and made me do some things that I didn’t feel comfortable doing, but he is much more experienced than me, and I guess I am going to have to learn to do things to please him. I am not sure what other girls do, but I guess these things are not all that abnormal, and they are definitely tame compared to the things I saw Mom do.

Marco told me that from now on he wanted my pussy to be kept cleanly shaved at all times. I told him that if that is what he would like than I would be happy to. He said. That’s my girl. And gave me a nice kiss. Now when I look at myself in the mirror I see my skinny body, my flat chest, and a completely bald vagina. I look like a ten year old girl, but Marco says he thinks I look really sexy. So I will just have to get used to it. The good thing is that Marco loves me, and Mom is doing great.

From that day on things started to change. I don’t know how to explain it, but it just seems like Marco is making more demands of me sexually. I am trying to keep up, and am trying to be a good girlfriend, but our sex is definitely getting more and more kinky. He says that it is all just part of growing together, and I guess he is right. I mean if we just did the same things all the time that would get pretty boring.

He brought home a porno video one night, and he wanted me to watch it with him. There were women doing all kinds of nasty things, but what he didn’t know was that I had seen Mom do all of those things and worse. He asked me if I would be willing to do some of those things, and I agreed that I would try.