7/27/2016



I’ve been in a weird mood for the last couple days. I just finished writing the last chapter of Secret Love and I’m both sad to be done with Lindsey, Anna, and Veronica, but I’m also a little happy that their story has been told, and everything worked out so well for them. But I know I’m going to miss them, and the thought leaves me sad. Now I’m left pondering the next story, which one to write. So many inside my head.

I reread a few of the early chapters, idly… so many typos still exist in the first chapters… ugh!

But I’m reading about Lindsey’s sexual awakening, drawn from so many of my own experiences… mmmm…. it’s making me feel a little warm… ok, I guess I really am in a weird mood… 😉

I decided to take a long bath right in the middle of the afternoon.

I went into the bathroom and locked the door, and started the hot water running. I took off my clothes and looked at myself in the mirror, I’m always afraid I’m getting a little tummy. 🙁 I turn and look at my ass… ugh…still hate it. But my breasts are ok… I give them a squeeze and my brown nipples get hard… mmm. 🙂 I look down…. I can almost see a shadow, where my legs come together. I’m going to need another wax, soon… but my wax girl is at the salon near school. I wont be there for a few weeks. Sigh. I see my tan line, the one-piece I wear when I’m at work has left bold lines, my legs and arms are so dark now, my tummy is much lighter. I’m going to have to lay out nude a few times, even it out. In the natural light coming in the window in this bathroom, my lack of tan almost looks like an arrow pointing down my body, at my vagina. Ok, I can take a hint.

I climb into the bath and lean back…