Cult of Sexuality-Part 3

It was my job to guide Steven through the doctrine of our group. Unfortunately, he wasn’t the most cooperative student. He would take my words out of context and exaggerate our beliefs. When he was serious, I felt like he was interrogating me. He was more interested in the “who, what, when, where, why” than the spiritual aspect of our beliefs. Although I had my suspicions about him and his role here, I needed to teach him the ways of our family.

Our family was an open-minded one. There was no shortage of both male and female nudity at any given time. It wasn’t uncommon to see people having sex in the living room or even the kitchen. It didn’t bother me. I loved looking at Steven’s body and I loved being naked around him, especially when we were alone.

Because of the open nudity, I was very self-conscious about my breast size. My tiny 32b size stood out from the other women who had far more “on top” than I did. Steven would say that anything more than a mouthful was a waste, but that did little to make me feel better. Even so, I loved it when he would suck my breasts and tease my nipples as we masturbated each other.


The Doctrine of Happiness:

The next day, we continued our studies. He was behind in his learning and I needed to help him catch up. We were sitting in the kitchen, completely naked as we went over our lesson.

I taught him that a fundamental belief in our group is the Doctrine of Happiness. Put simply, it is a belief that we need to do what makes us happy as long as no one else was being hurt.

“I like that belief,” he said as he glanced at my tits and smiled.

“Yes, but you need to take it seriously,” I replied.

“Oh I am taking it very seriously,” he said as he touched my nipple with his finger.

“Steven, you need to pay attention, please!”

“Ok, I’ll do better,” he replied.

“Thank you,” I said.

He paused for a moment and stared at the wall as if he was in some kind of thought.

“Carrie, it would make me very happy if you sucked my cock,” he said seriously.

“Not right now,” I replied although I wanted to.

“But you just said that I need to do what makes me happy.