The deflowering of Jackie

A week later…

It only had been only a week since Stephanie and I had made love and during that next week I was riddled with guilt knowing for second time in less that year I had been unfaithful sexually to the woman who I really wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I didn’t really want to tell Jackie about what happened with Stephanie and I just week before because I had this overwhelming feeling this time around Jackie would decide to break up with me for sure. But like the old saying goes “ honestly is best policy’s” and I knew I had to confess my wrong doing to her and pray that she would find in her heart to give a low life cheating ass like myself another change.

So I finally broke down and told her about what I had done with Stephanie. Well I just had spin it just right way and hope and pray she would not dump me. So I called her up on the following Monday and told her what I did. “ YOU CHEATED ON ME AGAIN!” She yelled at me over the phone. My heart was pounding in my chest and I know it was only matter of moments before she dumped my ass.“ yes baby I did I’m so sorry please don’t dump me” I said while crying “ WITH WHO!” She demanded I took deep breath and said “ Stephanie…..” “ YOU FUCKED STEPHANIE…? I FUCKING HATE THAT BITCH!!!! (Now she was crying) WHY SCOTT… WHY JUST TELL ME WHY!!”

“ Well Stephanie we were hanging out at her grandma house and when she heard how bad my experience was with Christiane….” I said. Jackie cut me off in mid sentence

“ Don’t you ever bring that fat ass Slut Christine’s name up again I hate her just as much as I do Stephanie you understand me Scott!” She said “ Yes baby” I said “Don’t baby me Scott I have half the mind to dump you sorry ass” she said “ I wouldn’t blame you if you did Jackie but please don’t”I begged of her “Well you better have good damn excuse for this Scott. I forgive you once for cheating on me and you promised me you wouldn’t do it again and yet you did once again”’she said “so is there any chance that you won’t dump me Jackie? I asked

“ It all depends on why you did it Scott? She said I knew for a fact our very relationship survival depend on what I said next and I had to one spin it just the right way and second I had make her think that it benefited her some way “ Well Jackie let finish what I was saying earlier before you cut me off ok” I said “ Ok finish telling me and you better not be blowing smoke up my ass either MR !” She said “ well like I was saying baby when Stephanie heard how bad my experience was Christine and fact I lost my virginity to Christiane she literally dug me to her room and well one thing lead to another and we end up screwing . I feel horrible now baby, but I swear to you Jackie it didn’t mean anything to me, to be honest with you Jackie the way I look at it is this it was nothing more than me practicing having sex so when we finally do get make love I will know what to do and how to do it .So I can make your special day one to remember and with that I throw myself at mercy of court.” I said

It when silent on her end for a few minutes and after few minutes I said “ Jackie are still there hello?” “ Yes I’m still here Scott I’m just deciding whether to dump you or not !” “ well I guilty as charged Jackie and I hope with me being honest with you and telling you what I did will save our relationship. It better that it came from me than someone else telling you right baby I’m so sorry baby please don’t leave me”I said “ Yes your right I would have dumped you in heart beat if someone else had told me .. so you were using her only to practice to get better so when we made love you would know what to do baby ?”she said

“ Yes Jackie you won’t want me to take your virginity and not know what to do now would you baby? You only get to lose your virginity once and I really wish that I had waited but that didn’t happen and I’m going be kicking myself in ass for that for rest of my life. Are you going to dump me Jackie?” I asked “ Well Scott this second time you cheated on me would you blame me if I did dumped you Scott? She asked

“No I can’t say I would Jackie I know I have hurt you really badly. I broke my promise to you and let you down once again, I don’t deserve to be your boyfriend. Most girls would have dumped me after first time but you forgive me I must be the world worse boyfriend but if you can find it in your heart to forgive me i promise to make it up to you Jackie some how some way!” “ Your right most girls wouldn’t have put up with this shit Scott especially when you’re engaged to be married to them and made them a promise to wait on them to lose your virginity to them and you bet your ass your going make up for this Scott!” She said

“ So your not going break up with me Jackie?” “ Oh I should but I love you to much Scott to dump you. But all that SO CALLED practicing you been doing better pay off when we finally get to make love or I just might dump you you feel me Scott?” “ Yes Ma’am ! I understand you loud and clear. I promise you won’t be sorry”’I said “So how you going make up to me Scott? Jackie asked “ Well I think my youth group at my church is having an cookout this Sunday afternoon would you like to go?” I asked “ I would have ask my grandma first but if it ok with her then sure and maybe we could find some time for us?” “ I guess we could work some time in.” I said

“Scott I sure hope we can just think about it is making me wet” she said “now Jackie let not get our hope build up remember the last two time” I remind her. “Yeah I almost forgot about those Scott.” She said “ Well I’ll find out sure Wednesday but go ahead ask your grandma ok baby if you can go” “ Ok baby I will love you I have to now” she said “what no phone sex?” I asked “Don’t push your luck buster you’re still in dog house?” She said “What make up sex is the best” I joked “yes but I want it for real Scott I love you even if your cheating asshole!” She said “ Love you more Jackie Goodnight babe” I said. “ Goodnight baby.” She said then we both hung up phone when sleep

So Wednesday night I found we having cookout out and we could invite guests to it and when I told Jackie she was excited and she told me her grandma say she could go but she has to be home by no later than 8:30pm that all we talk about the rest of the week leading up to Sunday.

I was really hoping this time we would be finally be able to make love after all those near miss we had. But I wasn’t get my hopes up and neither was she. Neither one one of us could handle another near miss.

Finally Sunday arrived and it was time for me to pick her up for cookout. Both of us were nerves about tonight. So about 2:00 I arrive at her house to pick her up because the cookout started at 3pm. I sat in living room of her grandma house and her grandma want to verify everything “ what church are you too going to again Scott?” Jackie grandma asked “ New life temple Ma’am?” I said “ Oh the Pentecostal Holiness Church over on airport rd?” Jackie grandma asked “ yes Ma’am that the one.” I replied “ Oh that a really nice church I have heard.” Jackie grandma said “Sure is Ma’am it a very nice church you and your boyfriend should come try it out some Sunday?” “ we just might have to do that some day Scott?” Jackie grandma said “ we would love have you.” I said

All long I was wishing Jackie would hurry hell up and come finish getting ready. Few moments later Jackie grandma mom walks over the bottom of the stairs and yell up to Jackie “ Jackie Dear are you about ready Scott here waiting for you dear?” Jackie grandma asked “ Yes I’m on my way down now”Jackie said from upstairs. Moments later Jackie comes walking down the stairs and she look gorgeous she was wearing this loose fitting Joe boxers T-shirt and blue jeans and par of Nike shoes. When she got the bottom of stair she throw her arm around my neck and give me hug and damn I missed the feeling of her embrace and how her body molds to fit shape of my and damn she smell good.

As we turned to leave Mrs Smith spoken up once again. “Now you two have fun now.” Jackie grandma said “oh we will Nana.”Jackie said as we head out the door to my car. Once arriving at car I did the gentlemen thing opened the door for Jackie as her grandma watch on from the front porch and just as I was about to to get the car her grandma said my name “Scott?” Jackie grandma said I turned to face her

“Yes Ma’am?” I said “Just want to remind you of Jackie’s 8:30pm curfew she has School in morning so please have her home around that time?” Jackie grandma said “Yes Ma.am I remember and she will be home in time I promise.” I said to her grandma “Thank you Scott you have fun time now !” Her grandma said “ We will Ma.am see you later” I said as to her as I got into my car and we drove away.

On our drive over to my church Jackie had huge smile on her face. This was one of first time that it had been only Jackie and myself together usually in pass. Either was Diana or Jackie grandma taken us out on an date. Finally we were free to do what we wanted without someone driving us around. As we drove Jackie turned her head towards me and said “ Baby I’m sorry about my grandma grilling you like that I hated to see you being grilled like that.” I laugh as I made the right hand turn at Light and turn on to airport rd which was road that lead to my church.

As we near the airport tunnels that run under the airport runway. “ Jackie don’t worried yourself about it baby.