Britta01

My name is Britta. I am a 40 year old widow. This is the story of how I came back to my sex life. That arises the question why would I ever write of my sex life and let the world read about it. The answer is simple. It turns me on to think that there are men or woman actually reading this and masterbating. It’s like they are all Cuming because of me. I find that exciting. So here goes my story.
I lost my husband in a car crash that happened 4 years back. It’s amazing that certain days just get imprinted in your head. The emotions the mindset everything it just gets recorded in your head. I think it has got to do something about the emotions u go through. They do the job of recording everything in your head precisely. It was a Friday. He was supposed to take me to this new restaurant in town. But he never came back home. I was dressed in this sexy black dress. I had plans. I was being naughty by not wearing any panties. But a phone call. Then the rushing to the hospital to see the motionless body of my dear bobby. That was the day everything changed. We never had children. We were not just ready for it. I guess we should have tried. If we had, I won’t have been as lonely as I am now.
Yes I am lonely. It’s been four years since I have been with a man. It seems ok. But a girl who once has had a cock in her pussy, cannot live forever without being fucked again. Sex is addictive. Dick is addictive
I didn’t even try dating. There were always friends trying to hook me up or people asking me out. But all the sobbing and all those lasted for an entire year. And by the time I came back to my old self and life, all our savings were kind of over. So I had to start working. I joined this company as a secretary.
People tried flirting with me in the work place. But I just acted plain unapproachable .Felt wrong or like cheating Bobby. I know bobby would have wanted me to move on find someone else be happy. I mean I would have wanted bobby to do the same if I were the one who died. Mm four years without companionship. How can u suppress your libido that long? I used to finger a lot, thinking of bobby’s dick moving in and out of my pussy. Then I went and bought a dildo. Even that couldn’t suffice satisfying my libido. Well nothing can replace that feel of a live dick in your pussy I guess. It was becoming frustrating now. But still I didn’t go out with anyone. The truth is I was terrified of thinking of going on a date. What will I tell him? How will I tell him what I want? Bobby knew what all I wanted .But this I know I just had to do it. But u know starting trouble. OH I didn’t tell u!. Bobby was my high school sweetheart. He is the only guy I have ever been with. His is the only dick that has visited my pussy. Well not just pussy. All my holes.
So here I am horny lonely 40 widow looking for action but too afraid to do anything about it. And I didn’t tell u how I look. Well I work out.so I here I am 34 c boobs. And waist line 28 and hips 34.blond hair. I am not that tall. I am 5 5.Hmm I look ok I guess
So one day I was working on my laptop. And it just went off. I thought the battery was empty .So I plugged in the charger and started working again. After 40 minutes. I unplugged the charger and my laptop got switched off again. I couldn’t figure out what was wrong with the system. So I decided I l call up Tyler.
Tyler is my neighbor. He is this 18 year old boy living with his parents. Martha and Bryan. So I called Martha’s phone and told her about laptop. Martha said she l send Taylor
Let me tell you about Taylor. He is a cute boy. Well he wears a specs and all. Not big footballer player kind of body but not skinny either. He looks fit. Black hair and blue eyes. Shit that combo always makes your heart race. Don’t they?
So I was wearing a white tank top and a black pant. The straps of my black bra were totally out in the open. So I heard a knock on the door and I went and opened the door.