Hi! My name is Lucy. I have long, blonde hair that frames my face and green eyes. I come from a very religious family –Mormon in fact –so I am very (or was) very naïve and innocent.

I was sitting on my bed on Sunday afternoon reading the Book of Mormon while the rest of my family was off visiting a family friend. I didn’t hear anyone enter the house but there was suddenly a man there, knocking on my open bedroom door. I recognized him from church. “Hey Lucy! Is your father home? He told me to stop by and drop this off for him.” You held up an envelope you had in your hands.

“No, sorry he isn’t here.” I said as I looked up from my reading. He seemed disappointed but just continued to talk to me.

He came over and sat on my bed and asked me about what I was reading. He nodded your head and asked me how much I knew about the commandments. I was eager to show off my knowledge so I started naming all of them that I could. When I got to the law of chastity (that there should be no sexual contact outside of marriage) he stopped me. He asked how I expected us to keep that commandment when we were also told to “multiply and replenish the Earth” and have lots of children. I said that we are just supposed to be married first.

Looking over at me he said, “But, how are you supposed to know how to make babies if neither you or your husband have done it before? Do you know how Lucy? You have to be able to do it just right to be able to make a baby.” I just looked down and shook my head. He put his hand on my knee and asked, “Do you want to be a good wife? Do you want to follow all of God’s commandments?”

I looked up, “Yes. I do.”

“Well, then you need to learn how to make a baby if you really want to be a good disciple of Jesus Christ.” I looked back at him. I was sad, thinking that there was no way I was going to make a good wife if I didn’t know the right way to make a baby. I was confused. I understood what he had told me but I didn’t know how or where to learn and no one had ever told me before.

“How am I supposed to learn?” I asked innocently.

He beamed at me. “I would be willing to teach you sweetheart. I can show you how God likes women to make babies. Now that I have children of my own, it is my calling to make sure the women of the church know how.” I nodded my head.

“Okay, so tell me how then.” I said as I leaned over and grabbed my notebook and pen to take notes. I didn’t want to forget anything when the time came.

“It isn’t something I can just tell you; I have to show you.” He chuckled briefly. My eyes grew wide and suddenly I was very nervous. He could tell that I was scared so he put a hand on my cheek. “Lucy, you can trust me. You know I would never do anything to hurt you right?” I nodded slowly. “You are very beautiful daughter of God and someday you’ll find a man to marry and I just want to make sure that you are prepared for that.” I continued nodding, growing more comfortable with the situation although I was still hesitant and nervous. “Lucy, have you ever kissed a boy?”

I instantly blushed and stuttered a no while avoiding eye contact. “Don’t worry. I can show you that too.” He reached over and gently grabbed my chin and brought his face to mine until our lips met. I froze, not sure what to do. He backed away just slightly, “Just relax Lucy, it’s okay.” He reassured me as he kissed me again.

I slowly started to relax and pressed my lips against his. I felt his lips part and the tip of his tongue reach into my mouth. I mimicked him and parted my lips, letting his tongue brush mine. We continued kissing for a few minutes, slowly, so that I could get the hang of it.

He broke the kiss and said, “See, you are already past step one. You have to let your husband know you’re ready to make a baby with him by kissing him just like I showed you.”

“I can do that!” I smiled back at him, proud that I already learned the first step.

“Step Two. You have to get your husband ready to make a baby with you. Stand up Lucy.” You reached for my hand and I stood up next to you. “So, when you’re trying to make a baby, both you and your husband will need to be naked.” He put his hand on my shoulder and I was suddenly very scared. “No need to be nervous, Lucy. God made our bodies perfect and there is nothing to be ashamed of. God made these bodies so you don’t need to be embarrassed to be naked or to see someone else naked. You should admire the creations of God.”

I swallowed hard and cleared my throat. “Oh, okay.” I said nervously. He grabbed my hands and guided them to his waist.

“Grab my shirt Lucy and lift it over my head.” I did as he said and laid the shirt on the bed.

I admired his bare chest as he stood before me. He took a step towards me. “Okay, now it is your turn.” I was still wearing my church clothes. I had on a white button down shirt and a floral skirt that went down below my knees.