Am I normal? Part 1

This was written by me for my wife she has read it for accuracy as she is not big on these sites her thing is to not know what I am am going to do with her and to be surprised!…

I have had all these feelings since I was a young girl or am I perverted. My man likes to blindfold me tie me up and take me some place so that he can have sex with me I never know where it is. It usually starts out with a nice dinner, and after when we are in the parking lot of the restaurant he will put on my blindfold, we then drive to a secluded area and he gets me out of the car, and strips me leaving only slinky underwear or nothing just heels. At this point he puts a coat over my shoulders and has me stick out my hands, I always do what he asks, with them out he puts on soft leather wrist cuffs and buckles them very tight. I am now back in the car and we are driving, I do not know where, but I am getting wetter by the minute. It could be out into the woods or to a raunchy motel or to someones basement I never really know.

When we get there, he gets me out of the car and usually takes my coat off and leads me by one of my nipples to where ever he is taking me. It never occurs to me to protest as I am always anticipating and fantasizing as to what might happen he wants to scare me and I want to be scared.

In this particular case I am taken to a sleazy motel and across the street is a topless bar, I do not know this at the time, although I am always Fantasizing about the most wild of things that could happen to a woman who is in my naked and helpless position. It is late in the evening he has prearranged everything, so to do what he wants, he waits until there is no one around, and because the car is parked close by, never seems to have any trouble getting me from the car and into the motel room.