ALL BY MYSELF, ALONE_(0)

I miss you. I can’t sleep. The bed seems so empty without you next to me. There’s no use in trying to force myself to sleep, so I sit up and light a cigarette.

The roses you sent me yesterday are in full bloom. Their fragrance, mixed with my but I’ve always done it for you and somehow it makes me feel a little less lonely. I’m wearing my green satin teddy, you know, the one that laces up the front, the one that you love. Do you remember the last time I wore it? When we made that hot, hot video and then made the most wonderful, passionate love? I can’t wait till you’re home. I need to try and get some sleep.

Lying back down, I look over at the roses and my thoughts drift back to last night. We made love, enough to last us until your return. Only, it wasn’t enough. Remembering it just gets me horny for you. My hands involuntarily go to my breasts, and my nipples begin to harden under the satin. I love the feel of this teddy, and slowly glide my hands over it.