Previously……..

I thought about the last couple of days, how my life has been changed
How filthy I felt inside, ruined almost, eating away at me like a cancer.
I thought about, Mike, how I betrayed him, Lizzy and Josh, how this might changed their lives, because my feelings towards Alexis is growing by the minute.
I knew to prevent anyone from getting hurt, I would probably have to take some drastic action, like quit my job or get a transfer.
My gut feel, told me that Alexis has feelings for me too.
The last two days she acted differently towards me. I don’t know if I should just straight up ask her about it.
I remembered some of my discussions with Mike, the psychology of relationships.
Love has so many different faces. The love you feel for your child, your dog, your spouse, your family, your friends, they are all different, have different emotions attached to them. You act differently towards different people in your life and their reactions have different affects on you as a person.
You cannot love two people intimately at the same time, one is going to lose.
You can lust after many people, screw them, like I did with the two masseurs.

What myself and Alexis have, feels different, I have feelings for her, deeper than it should be, one that clouds my own judgement.

A feeling that I never even had with Mike. We met when I was young, grew into each other gradually, got married on 24, had Josh on 26.
Mike is almost six years older than me, during those first few years of dating it was all studies, getting 2 degrees, even after marriage, getting his Master degrees in both, Psychology and Psychiatry, myself getting a Paralegal degree.

“Penny for your thoughts,” she said.
“I was just thinking about the past couple of days,” I said.
“What I did, what we did, how is that going to change my life, my marriage,” I continued.
“I am going to be honest with you, I think I am in love with you,” I admitted.

She did not say anything at first, then asked me if what I feel was maybe because of what happened sexually between us.

Maybe it was, I lied to her.

“I don’t want to come between you and Mike,” she said.
“Let’s cool it down for a while and see what happens,” she suggested.

I felt sad hearing those words, but it is probably for the best. I looked at her and she looked sad as well.

We drove back to the hotel and just mellowed out on the sofa, watching TV and drinking wine. We ordered room service and had dinner in the hotel.
Went to our separate beds and I fell asleep with her on my mind, tears in my eyes.


Chapter 8.

I woke up around 4:00AM on Wednesday morning, had a few fitful hours of sleep, haunted by Alexis.

Today was crucial, as the Real Estate developer wanted to meet with us at 10:00AM this morning, they have made there decision.
This was a multi million dollar deal for our client, which meant a substantial lawyer fee for us, but even more it will boost our Law firm’s image.

I got up and went to the kitchen and made some coffee, Alexis was still asleep, her bedroom door slightly open. I pushed the door a little more open, peaked inside.

She was lying on her stomach, her left leg drawn upwards, completely exposed.
God, she was sexy, how am I ever going to just forget about her, I really am in love with her.
I thought about just getting in bed with her, hold her tight. I turned around and walked away.

Later that morning, our meeting with the Real Estate developer went more than just fine. They signed the agreement and the deal was closed.
Which meant our work was done, we were only due back in New York on Friday.

During the meeting I noticed Frank, looking at me, on a couple of occasions, smiling at me. I just ignored it at first, but later I smiled back and he winked at me.

The African American lawyer for the Real Estate company, Frank, invited us for dinner that night and Alexis accepted.

I still had visions of Mr.Big’s huge cock fucking me and wondered what Frank’s manhood looked like.
He is also tall, really handsome, had a much lighter skin complexion than Mr.Big.

He reminded me of Charles back home, our hired help on the estate, same complexion. He has been with us since he was a young boy, now probably in his early thirties, doing all the work around the house, but most important, looking after my horses.

On our drive back to the hotel, I asked her if I should change our flight back to New York for Thursday, since we closed the deal a day earlier than anticipated.

She said that she is going to phone Dave, our boss, to bring him up to speed with the great news, then we can decide.

We were both excited about what we accomplished, it was such a relief, knowing that the two of us, were successful with the first case we worked together.

She thanked me for my thoroughness, how well I prepared the files and notes, all the possible scenarios that might have arose, with possible answers and solutions, it was priceless.

I was driving, she put her left hand on my upper thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze. I felt my pussy almost responding instantaneously, feeling the moistness already. She kept her hand there.

‘What is she up to, I thought to myself, that is really not cooling it down, thinking of what we decided last night’?

“So, I saw Frank eyeing you during the meeting” Alexis jokingly teased me.
“La la la la laa la …Frank likes Rachel …la la la la laa la,” singing it to me.

I just laughed, her hand still lingering on my right upper thigh, the throbbing intensified with every second.

“Well, you have to admit, he is quite good looking, don’t you think,” I said.

“I won’t mind him jumping my bones,” she surprised me with her answer, wow.

I was wearing a flowery, patterned, knee high, sun skirt, which rode up about 2 inches up my thigh, the way I was sitting behind the wheel.

Alexis’s hand still on my thigh, moving up, resting between my upper most thigh and the crease of my groin, my pussy making gaping convulsions like Lizzy’s little gold fish.

“Bet you’re all wet down there,” pointing with her eyes.
I decided to play along, knowing exactly where this was heading.

To hell with the cooling down, the guilt, I decided.

“Well, you will have to find that out for yourself,” I challenged her.

She moved her hand back down my upper thigh, stopping on the bare part, above my knee.

The coldness of her hand startled me. She came back up this time dragging my skirt along, revealing my leg in all its glory, my cum drenched panties clearly visible between my thighs.

It was hard concentrating on the road, keeping my right foot on the gas pedal and dealing with Alexis’s hands warming my whole body with her touch. It felt really good, I was horny as hell.

She slipped her hand between my legs, finding my juicy cum soaked panties.
I could feel it squirming round inside, as she fondled my pussy from the outside.
I tried spreading my unused left leg more open, with not a lot of room to maneuver, while driving.