I wanted him more than anything. I wanted to use every single part of him. It would be so nice to lock and tie him up, keep him all for my self for a while . Never expected to meet anyone like him he intrigued me, fascinated me. I just needed to find out more about him, find out everything I could. The more I got to know him the more he absolutely drove me wild. Men lined up on my doorstep hoping to get a turn at my favors offering me anything I could want except the one thing I really did want, him. If only he chased me like all the others, like he used to in the beginning. He only showed up when he was ready and I never knew when that would be. I could not even wait for him how would I know when. Every chance encounter made me want him more and more. When would I get that feeling again?

Gazing off into the distance out the big picture window into a wintry cold frozen world my mind wondered into fantasies of him. I would feel that warmth spreading throughout my body and my mind would see his handsome face. Feeling my hands caressing his jaw line I held his face looking into his sparkling brown eyes his aura glowed in my palms. I was drawn to his lips like a moth to a flame and I lost myself in all the sweet kisses I took from him. Soft and light at first barely touching, little kisses brushing against his lips and all over his cheeks. Taking in his scent and feeling the texture of his skin I became completely absorbed in discovering him. Following every feature of his face with my soft little kisses my ears listening to his breathing which intensified my urges. My tongue parted his lips to explore his warm mouth and his entered mine in a slow passionate dance. I could feel his breath on my face as our hands wondered all over each other and we kissed for what seemed like forever.

As innocent as my actions were what was going through my mind was anything but innocent.