A Long Wait

mmm…alan correy, the way he looked at me made my body tingle. The way we talked made me feel alive, wanted, and naughty. We would always talk about sex and there never seemed to be anything that I could hide from him. But he always seemed to be either in a relationship or recuperating from one and I was always there for him, always there to talk. He made me feel so dirty sometimes, but I wanted to be dirty, he would write me sex stories and I would reward him by sending him nudes and I liked doing it. We were always in other relationships with other people that we really liked but now, we were both alone, and we were alone, together.
Part. I
The first time it happened it was almost by accident we had gone to a retreat with our university, a kind of end of the year trip for all the first years to Hawaii. We were all assigned rooms and me and alex happened to be the last two to sign up for the trip so we ended up roommates. “Hey Anna, I don’t want you to feel weird that we’re rooming together.” Alan told me as we were unpacking our things the first day there. “it’s ok alex, I don’t feel weird at all.” I said as I took off my shirt. He looked up to see me in my bra. “whoa, what are you doing?” he said shielding his eyes as if my breasts were glistening. “uhh, it’s called changing, people do it all the time.” “but, why are you doing it right here. Shouldn’t you go in the bathroom or something?” he said in a panicked voice. “aww, what got into you, I thought you were ok with us rooming together?” I said moving closer to him. “I-I am, it’s just that…” “what? Do I make you nervous?” I said touching the buckle on his belt. He froze up. “w-what are you doing?” “baby, I know you want this, you’ve wanted this since we were in middle school, and now, I’m gonna give it to you.”
I undid the buckle of his belt and slipped it out of the loops, as I did this his arms flew to my hands then up my arms, across my tummy, and up to my breasts. “aww, I’m sorry baby, is my bra in your way…” he nodded and I unhooked my bra and saw it drop to the floor, I looked at him and he looked me in the eyes instead of at my chest, this felt right. He touched my face with his hand and pulled me into an open mouth kiss. I felt my breasts pushing against the soft fabric of his blue shirt I started to rub myself against him. One hand was at my face and the other hand on my lower back which I felt cascading down lifting my shirt to gain access inside my pants. My hands were at the front of his pants, I slipped them in slowly as my tongue filled his mouth. I felt my hand graze just smooth skin and then I hit it or should I say, it hit me.