I remember when Mike and John finally stopped coming around as much and I know why they did, mom wouldn’t have sex with them no matter how hard they tried and because they were scared of Trevor. I was so so happy though because I hated them for a lot of reasons, they say they liked mom but I knew that that was a lie. They used her for her nice car, her money, her house that she was renting and they kept trying to use her for sex. They didn’t care about me, they didn’t even like me because I was a kid but they acted like they did because they were trying to have sex with her. Mom said once that she had sex with them before she got pregnant with me and they just never went away, even when she was having sex with my real dad. They were mad when mom got pregnant and even more mad when she decided to keep me and not give me up for adoption and I think that’s why they hated me. They watched porn in our house all of the time, I never saw it, but I could hear it all of the time. It was like they just gave up on life and they were doing everything that they could to get mom to do the same thing. Mike was fat which I don’t care about, and John was way skinny, but the thing I hated was that they both smelled so so bad. I don’t even know what that smell was that was like a really really sour kind of smell, but it was so bad and it was so so strong too.

That smell was mixed with the smell of pee and poop, like they didn’t wipe after they went poop and peed all over themselves. That and they had the worst body odor in the world, so there were so many horrible smells. When they peed or jerked off, they got it all over the toilet and didn’t clean up their mess. It was so so gross, I almost threw up once when I sat on the toilet and there was stuff all over it from one of them jerking off. I didn’t know what it was until I went to mom and told her about it, so she went and looked and got really really mad. She yelled at them for jerking off and leaving cum all over the seat, so that’s how I found out what they were doing. They didn’t like wearing much at all either, they just wore boxers and that was it, so that smell ended up getting into our chairs and couches. It was so bad that our house would stink for a whole week after they left. There was something seriously wrong with those two, I don’t know what it was, but I didn’t like how I felt when they were around and I didn’t like that they were trying to get mom to be like them. One day they were saying really mean things to me and my mom went off on them, I love that mom always sticks up for me no matter what and they always fought with mom because of it.

They called me a stupid little bitch and when mom went off on them, they got mad and went away again. After that I literally hoped that mom would never go out with a guy and I hoped she would never talk to them again. I didn’t want her to but I couldn’t stop her from doing it so all I could do was just hope that she didn’t. But, something completely changed in Hawaii when I saw Trevor for the very first time. First I saw him in the corner of my eye, and when I did, I just looked at him and couldn’t stop staring, I know I was way young then, but I still noticed how amazingly handsome and really really really cute he was. And when all of that stuff happened at the airport and mom finally got to meet him, I was so so excited and so happy for her! I still can’t describe how happy I was for her at all! And when she started going out with him that same day I was literally screaming in my head! I was way way beyond excited and happy, especially since she looked happier than I had ever seen her! When we were still flying back home I noticed that he really did like me, he wasn’t pretending to just so he could be with mom. I felt very safe and warm with him and I felt so so comfortable with him so yeah, he and I, we clicked on a level that even mom wasn’t expecting at all. That day, was by far one of the best days of my life, I’m not even joking! And he was so so hot! From the very first time I saw him, something felt completely different about him and it was something I wasn’t use to.

With Mike and John, it always felt, dark I guess. Dark and gloomy, like every thing was just depressing and sad, like life was not worth living at all and that happiness didn’t exists at all. It was like, why even bother trying in life? It felt very very depressing and there was a lot of anger and sadness all of the time so there were always huge arguments and fights between them and mom. But with Trevor, it felt bright and sunny, it felt really warm, it felt exciting and it made me and mom feel like we were going to be safe, that life was way exciting and that we should live and have so much fun. I felt excited around him and I felt like nothing could stop mom from doing what she wanted, like it made us feel like we got to do what we wanted and that nothing could stand in our way but us. It was like coming out of a dark and gloomy world where it was cold, dark, windy and where it rained all of the time, where nothing could ever go right for us no matter what. It was like the only luck we had was bad luck so there was no point in even trying. It felt like we walked from that world into the brightest, sunniest, warmest place that was so green with so many flowers, like it was a beautiful and exciting world. When he invited us to sit with him at the airport, I did it because I wanted to. It felt like, this is going to make me sound like I’m so so weird, but it was like he was surrounded by something or a whole bunch of people who were protecting us from everything and everyone that were bad. He glowed, I don’t know what it was but he seemed really happy, he was always smiling and laughing and he was so so positive about everything.

He didn’t have to say anything at all, but somehow I just had this feeling that he went through something really bad and it broke him. But something happened that made him fight through it all and rebuild himself from scratch and he ended up being way better than he was before he got broken. He had the brightest eyes ever and I’m not saying that just because they were green, it’s because he was just an amazing happy person. That’s why I wanted mom to be with him, why I wanted to her to go talk to him when I saw her staring at him and when I noticed that she was completely distracted by him. When I saw her staring at him like she was, I looked at him and that’s when I felt all his happiness, his warmth, his light and his protection. I knew then that mom was meant to be with him because mom had a really bad life and I somehow knew that if she went out with him, she would be so much happier and our lives would change for the better. And no matter what she decided to do in life he would help her and say things that would make her happy about what she was doing. It felt like he would tell her how proud he was of her. That’s why I fell in love with him when I was seven, not that kind of love, I mean I really really did want him to be my dad. I wanted mom to go out with him and I did want her to have sex with him, I wanted all of that because I wanted her to be happy, and if she was with him, she was definitely going to be and I knew that. I knew that and I was seven!

Anyway, I’m Haylee and I’m Allysa’s daughter and I think it’s kinda obvious that I’m not seven anymore or I am pretty sure that mom wouldn’t let me write this chapter. I’m bigger than I use to be but I’m still petite like mom is, only I’m smaller than her. I still have really long dirty blonde hair and I still model, I cheer, I do gymnastics, I play soccer and I play volleyball. I’m way way athletic and I LOVE it, and I have Trevor to thank for that. I’m tiny, I’m 4’9 I have blue eyes still and I have a little tan because I like to lay out in the sun all naked. For my size though, I think I have a really nice butt and I know a lot of people agree. My boobs, I don’t know how I can say this so I’ll just say that my boobs are small, they’re A Almost B cups right now. I have a skinny nose and full lips and like mom said, which I wish she didn’t say, I was voted as one of the most beautiful girls in the world. The one thing I will say about my body though, is that I love that Trevor is so into fitness and health because he got me into it too. So because of him and mom, I have muscles too, I love my abs, I have hard rock abs because of him, I actually have a six pack that everyone can really see. Mom does too, and she didn’t have rock hard abs until Trevor came into our lives. I have had tons of people compliment me on my abs and all of my other muscles all of the time. Especially since I still model little bikinis and swim suits. My friend Amy loves them so she likes to touch them all of the time, and so do other models. Another thing thats different about me now, is that I have braces now, and Trevor helped mom get them for me since mom was trying to pay her student loans.

I take after my mom when it comes to sex, I am a one of the horniest girls ever and I LOVE sex, I love everything about it, so I am exactly like her when it comes to sex. My sexual awakening actually happened earlier than you would think and I have to say that my curiosity about sex started back when moms ex friends watched porn in our house and when Amy told me about sex. Then it got even more interesting to me when I saw a penis for the very first time ever. It never turned me on, but after a few things happened way after that, yeah, it started to affect me. It got to where one night I was looking for videos of people kissing and I ended up finding porn, so that was all on me. I liked porn and I started to watch it a lot and after even more time, I actually started to experiment with one person. Later that led to talking to that one person more about sex to more exploring with them. Then that led to the day that I ended up loosing my virginity to the one person that couldn’t have been more perfect. I seriously couldn’t have lost my virginity to a better person because there weren’t any other people out there that were like them. And the best part of it all, is that I get to have sex with two people as much as I want, whenever I want as long as no one ever finds out about it. Well, I guess you are going to later but it’s whatever.

Anyway, enough about me and back to my story. Before I started my part of this story, mom let me read all of her chapters and she’s right about everything she said about me. I do remember saying all that stuff about me wanting her to be with him because I did, and you all know why I did, I talked about it already and I told you exactly why I did. I did say that I wanted them to have sex, because I really did want them too. They looked so so amazing and so hot together, I don’t know what else to say about that other than I got my wish! Mom was going out with a guy I loved and I was so excited about that. I loved him because of how much and how fast he changed my mom, it was like a night and day difference. I loved him because he accepted the fact that she had a kid, I loved him because he was excited that she had a kid, and I loved that he included me in everything they did together, unlike Mike and John. When he came to pick her up for their first date, I was so excited that I couldn’t stand it. I was using the bathroom because I needed to, but I didn’t want to because I was afraid that if I did, I wouldn’t get to see him. Well, I was right because he got there right when I was using the bathroom. So when I came out after I washed my hands, I saw that he was there. I saw mom glowing like crazy and I mean she was smiling.

She was backed against the wall and had one of her feet on the wall so her leg was bent, she was holding his belt and they were kissing. I stood there and watched him touch her boob and I watched her touch the bump in his pants and rub him while they were kissing. Mom looked so so hot so I knew that when he saw her, he wanted to have sex with her. So yeah I made a noise so they knew I was there and that’s when Trevor backed a way and stopped touching my mom like he was. I wasn’t even mad that he was doing that at all, I was really excited. But once they were gone, grandma came over to babysit me. I was happy that she liked Trevor, I didn’t think she did but she told me that she did. I don’t even know what time it was when mom got home because I was already asleep. All I remember was mom coming in my room and kissing me and then I fell asleep again, so I didn’t even know that Trevor was there too. When I got up the next morning, I went to go get a drink of water from the fridge, and when I got to the kitchen, I got way scared at first because I wasn’t all the way awake.