Pretty all my life I was an average kid, maybe towards the geek or nerd category. I had good grades, loved to read, and minus a select few I was pretty anti-social. When I started sixth grade that’s when I noticed the magnificent things around me… GIRLS. I mean I had a few crushes here and there, but now I started to notice boobs and butts (not very much considering its sixth grade) and so I was instantly hooked. So, started the quest to get a girlfriend, meaningless at that. I was so focused on getting one that my grades started slipping from straight A’s to B’s and even some C’s. I noticed the changes, but my goal was still the same, get a girlfriend. Then, I discovered something every male has done: masturbation. I know I know, some of you might think it’s nasty, while others might congratulate me, but I for one enjoyed it. I realized my lust for girls increased, and so did my nighttime pleasures. It got to a point where my whole cover was stained, and so I knew I had to stop, or at least decrease how many times I did it. One thing still remained though, I still wanted a girlfriend and more than ever, so from sixth grade to ninth I tried, with no avail. Fast forward to tenth grade (went to a new school that was first to twelfth grade) and I was getting used to the people around me, and once again I had a few crushes here and there. I had finally got a girlfriend, but that ended quickly, she just wanted a short-term person to call hers. So, defeated I stopped my task of getting a girlfriend, or at least slowed down. With that out of the way I stopped to associate with people and eventually make some friends, and some of them were girls too! Soon I knew everybody and was known as a nice and funny guy, and even though I was lusting for girls just a while back I didn’t notice her.

Maybe I should’ve started off at this point, but it doesn’t matter because I’m telling you now. It was around winter time and a blizzard was coming towards us (we lived in a small town) so not a lot of students were there, considering they were getting ready for the blizzard. It was my second period class and I was just shaking my morning fatigue off when my best friend, Malik leaned over towards me. Keep in mind Malik was a pervert, but I didn’t mind since he was a really cool guy, that and I’m one myself. He pointed over to an empty chair and instructed me to look down-

“See that?” he asked.